with all those hustle and bustle that's zooming around me, its hard for me to sit down peacefully and regroup. today i finally i can do it. its a sunday and i don't have a scout meeting in the morning. gotta thank my guardian angel for giving me this precious time.
i'm working with a rather shitty department and i'm made to do all sort of shits. i've learnt and i've grown.. work's been piling up, they have a neck of reproducing themselves when i almost can to see the bottom of my in-tray. i'm glad that i get to go through these, at least now i know a clearer picture of the world outside.. the school is really a sheltered place, i feel we are much more pampered in there. we got lots of break, we don't have reproducing work to do and last but not least, we have so much friends around us to share the experience together. i've neglected my personal life, my family,leigh, and my friends. i beginning to see myself as a workaholic. i read my documents to and fro to work, reaching the office really early and stayed in the office longer than i'm expected to do so; all these entirely for one goal-to create my legacy in this hotel. i'm sure i have somehow succeeded in moulding it but i became less self-fulfiled. i have lost track of what i initially used to believe. i must have my family and friends to share my success. what's the point of climbing so high in the corporate ladder and earning big bucks if there' s no one to share it with you. all this while i'm been focusing on this battle but i forgot all about the war. i've put all my resources into this battle, forgeting about i have other battles to fight in the war. i'm busy chopping the tree but forgot to sharpen my axe. I'm glad i'm more involved in my scouts now and i got closer to my boys, think its time to put family and friends into my in-tray. Sunday, September 05, 2004 |
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