went to Biz school's award ceremony a couple of days ago to see leigh collect her DHL. while seeing each and everyone slowly make their way up to the stage, i felt a certain aching at my heart. "i was here last year.. what happen?" i admitted i have slackened alot last year.. i'm no more the super enthu project guy. i still like projects, but i don't have the energy to stay focus. maybe because after moving back to lived with my parents, i lost my freedom of space. when i was living at tiong bahru, i used to have a room just to keep my project stuff, each corner for each subjects, the living room will be used as a meeting room with mahjong paper all over like having a conference meeting. i will worked till wee hours and proceed to the 7-11 downstairs to get tidbits to drown myself to bed or endulge myself infront of a VCD i've watched at least twice. back to proper, i feel getting a diploma with merit is no longer within reach. BUT i'm not going down without putting up a fight. i'm gonna do bloody well for next semester.
been working at the banquet department at four seasons lately. whenever i see the weddings, i feel so contradicted for the couple. its their wedding day, they suppose to indulge in that memorable day. but what i see during the wedding is like a play. there's reharsal, cake cutting(the cake is fake), champagne pouring. isn't the wedding day suppose to be just the 2 of them enjoying each other company only, rejoiced at the union of 2 souls and sharing the precious 24 hours of their wedding day. the couple seem exhausted after the dinner.. will i be the lead of the play next time? we'll see.. Monday, July 12, 2004 |
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