i don't exactly know the reason for starting this blog but i deduce it partly the rain. its been raining non-stop for more than 2 days and it still haven't stop... the rain played a big part in my life. the rain moved me, disappoint me, touched, warmed me, embraced me. i always regard the rain as one of the wonders of the world apart from the stars. I believe they are nature's way of expression. Whenever it is a bright sunny weather, i feel empowered. i feel the need to be strong. The sun rays inflicted onto me are like each single whip by the sun to make me grow stronger. A rainy weather soften me. I become more emotional and tends to let my thoughts run wild and always memorable incidents in my life flashed past me in this period of time. One such incident will be when was i was in sec 1 during my scouts annual camp at Sarimbum. It was my life turning point. we the scouts are ask to push a pick-up van with another batch of scouts in it. It was raining at that time. the cheers was deafening. i remember the echo at the back of my head, "PUsh! push! push! and the songs we sung to keep us going, "she'll be coming round the mountain when she comes.." this incident makes me treasure the people around me going through the same life lesson with me together. it makes me treasure brotherhood and the bond i have with my scouts. After the camp. it make me grew stronger yet weaker. I became much more independent and i matured. being mature makes me think deeper than usual and from this i get to understand much more complex things than usual. They make me understand polictics and the dark side of human nature. realising this these stuff happen not in only reel life but in real life too, i grew disheartened. Its beyond my control , yet i feel the obligation to change what's going on. this is where the rain comes in. each drop of rains seem like mother nature way of patting my head. each single drop represents each single stroke of her hand. The rain orchestrate a neverending hymn which always have a hynotic effect on me, to make me forget my worries and juz lie in mother nature's arm and be myself. though the rain have a cooling effect according to what the geography textbook says, i feel warm and good about myself instead. one good indulgence in life will be just to walk or run through the pouring rain or the mild drizzling. It rejuvenates you but remember after the walk, head straight to a hot shower or else you're gonna catch a cold. =)
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