..so cruel..

Cherish while you have,
Linger while you can.
Over the head, squirrels ran,
Spiders spinning in their cave.
Upon the stairway where we left our mark,
Reminiscence of an extraordinary park,
Ephemeral pleasure I yearn to keep..
:*)

Thursday, June 29, 2006

jason went to ponder at 9:03 pm,
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DAMNATION ! ! !

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..tied soul..

Indulging myself in a sinful pleasure,
Now framed in this unrest picture.
A sanctuary i strive to seek,
Yet a dungeon is where i'm keep..

A losing battle bestowed upon,
A temptation that keeps me fond.
Above all which gives me luck,
Awoken i will when thirty struck..

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

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..sit with me please..

You never know when is the last time you gonna see this picture..
You never know when is the camera’s battery gonna be exhausted..
You never know when you gonna hear your last song..

You never know when is gonna be your last car ride..
You never know when is good bye really good bye..
You never know when is the time you breathe your last breath of air..

Hear the music before the song is over..

Sunday, June 25, 2006

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..wir teil nur, wieder zu treffen..
(keep on BABELing & FISHing)

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..elmira..

Monday, June 19, 2006

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..a taint song..

Sunday, June 18, 2006

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..something disturbing..

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..his gift for me..


excerpt from my very first entry dated 10th March 2004, "i don't exactly know the reason for starting this blog but i deduce it partly the rain. its been raining non-stop for more than 2 days and it still haven't stop... the rain played a big part in my life. the rain moved me, disappoint me, touched, warmed me, embraced me. i always regard the rain as one of the wonders of the world apart from the stars. I believe they are nature's way of expression. Whenever it is a bright sunny weather, i feel empowered. i feel the need to be strong. The sun rays inflicted onto me are like each single whip by the sun to make me grow stronger. A rainy weather soften me. I become more emotional and tends to let my thoughts run wild and memorable incidents in my life always flashed past ... "

i wonder whether it's his attempt to win me over or the wailing for a lost child..

Friday, June 09, 2006

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..finally it surfaced..

He pops out where i never expect,
Plunging me into a whirl-pool..
Strange enough i showed him more respect,
Disdain to many sunday's fool..

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..A Mild Me..
What my heart wants to say
my mouth will not speak
i know what i want
but you're just out of reach
my heart wants to tell you
just how i feel
the feelings in my heart
are definitely real
how i feel about you
is written plain as can be
i wish to tell you
but my mouth will not let
i love your smile
the way you GOOGLE
i love your eyes
and your caring ways
my heart wants to tell you
just how it feels
the feelings in my heart
are definitely real
my heart wants to say
my mouth will not speak
i know what i want
but you're just out of reach

Saturday, June 03, 2006

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..gOodY MEN..


The lord of all, the GOODY MEN,
Who rules us blood and hand and brain
Who gives the roof that stops the wind,
And , giving, takes away again;

Who spies with jealousy, watchful care,
Our thoughts, our dreams, our secret ways,
And naps the pattern of our days;

Who chills our anger, curbs our hope,
And buy our lives and pays with toys,
Who claims as tribute broken faith,
Accepted insults, muted joys;

Who binds with chains the poet's wit,
The navy's strength, the soldier's pride,
And lays the sleek, estranging shield,
Between the lover and the bride.

Extract from ' Keep the Aspidistra Flying '

"to google or not to.."

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Creed

..cast your own judgement..

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